The bittersweet part of the race is complicated to explain. The short answer is that I have a displaced vertebrae. The long answer is that I thought I had problems with my IT band after my race at Lake Powell in October 2020. After PT, assisted stretching, and seeing a chiropractor, along with running 4 more halfs, the chiropractor sent me for an MRI. In July I found out about my back and started getting nervous about running. My symptoms, though, came when I sat or laid down. They were painful at first in my thigh and then in my calf. Then numbness started happening more and more. Then I would get twinges of sharp pains when I turned certain ways. It was and is hard to roll over when sleeping and painful to dress. I stopped running for a while, but still was walking in order to be able to walk the Mt Rushmore half. And as always, when I exercised it felt better.
I also had to go to a spine surgeon. This visit sent my emotions into a tailspin. I was told I would need spinal fusion surgery. It was considered a severe displacement. And two steroid shots did not relieve the pain. And the numbness was a big problem. But what really was hard to hear was that after surgery, I wouldn't be able to run again. At that, I wanted to just keep running without the surgery. Just deal with the pain. But I was also told I could do permanent damage if I didn't get it fixed. After talking to people who have had surgery like this and run again, I asked the doctor more questions. He was more open about me running after surgery, just maybe not as fast. Like that matters! But I do know that it still may not happen and if it does, it will probably be a year before I can really start to do too much again.
After training for walking, with a tiny bit of running so that I could run over the finish line, the doctor asked me how my running was going. I took this to mean I could run the half! But this was 2 weeks before the race. So I wasn't in the best shape for running. But I did run the race. Yes, I walked up some of the very long hill, like many others, but I ran most of the race and my time was close to all my VR race times! Granted the downhill definitely helped my time. But I did it and can mark it off of my list as a state I have run!
So it was bittersweet because I actually ran when I thought I was going to need to walk. But this is my last half before surgery, hopefully in December. And as strong willed as I can be, I feel sure I will be able to run again. But if not, my boys said they would finish my list for me!
But for now, I am celebrating Mt Rushmore....the race and the great time we had when we were visiting South Dakota!!
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